Because. You. Know. You. Want. To. Know.
Just some updates in case anyone will make a movie out of my life one day:
And yes: I am here for the slash. To indulge in it. To admire the talent of others. And to at last - give the well-deserved feedback I have been missing out on. And Yes: Might also produce a large amount of poetry (or whatever people want to call it). And Yes: Maybe my daily philosophic rambles will terrorize anyone who dares to open Pandora’s Box of unsolved mysteries.
Just started out here on my quest and feel like I am still in diapers. Hate computers. Hate technical stuff. But I love to read and write. And that means I am forced to struggle on! Just recently opened an account on Lj (a decade or so after everyone else) and then I stumbled in here also.. guh it never ends.. But i will go through. Have been lurking around for so many years without beeing really part of it, meaning sharing the obsessions. Of course no one knows me (never said a word, did I?), but I feel that I know quite a few. I KNOW - Pathetic.
Will post occationally, since I just recently started to take the fanfic-writing a bit more serious. Meaning: I have to revise that enormous pile of unfinished unedited annoying WIP´s. And we all know what it means to be soooo selfconcious about publishing and critical to the end of time.. *bites nails* Yeah, but first the suicidal part of trying to figure out all these necessary technical arrangements among the immense possibilitíes to not arrive further today then yesterday (Took me around a week to understand the darn Lj-cut, - that saying alot..) *drinks the 5th cup of coffea* Jesus, I am going to be a maniac in so many ways.. Have patience with me people! *digs in piles on the desk*
For anywone who cares and for your concerns only: I have an unhealthy fascination with orlijah issues. It may be because I have a long-term obsession with everything Orlando. And sometimes vigorli sneaks into my head. And sometimes whatever pairing is fine. Mostly Lotrps/rpf. I am obsessed with treasures. Especially: Sentences. Beautiful pictures/things/people. Gestures. Moments. Other than that useful information, i am just the slightest_bit_insane and can drown myself in poetry, Tolkien´s works (and I mean the original), fashion, human rights, fairies, masquerades and a billion other non-related subjects. At any time. Which makes me almost impossible to define. And that´s ok. If there is something i can confess being, it is that. And yes - i also have a life. Not that it is that grand or even close to that full potential-stuff, but damn.. i´m working on that too! Drop me a line, i might be a lovely friend indeed, despite all of my human flaws