The Age Of Sneaking Around Is Over
Yes. I’ve been hiding. For years as it turned out to be. Didn’t mean to stay in the shadows for that long. Sorry. And no, I’m not really sorry either. You see, I’ve been doing research, I’ve been living in the outer world, the real world that is (so much to see to, so much to do!) - and suddenly i have just come to a point in life - call it what u will, but yes, I’m here and no - I don’t know why. I just am. Suddenly it came to me the need to speak (annoying son of a bitch). It became a bit boring to just write for myself and I guess it is indeed time to let that creativity flow a little further. Just want to salute you all - you have been such a great inspiration during the hard times and through the good ones, never leaving my side (although not knowing it either - which makes me a bit pathetic yes..?). Whatever.. Well i wasn´t really hiding, just biding my time and not actually having anything of importance to say that haven’t been said already. (That’s by the way a very bad excuse indeed - so many stories were leaving me speechless or overloaded by adjectives during my years of sneaking in here) So, I finally decided to emerge from the depth, where i was soaking up words and sentences of gold, reading my eyes red and plotting all by myself for an eternity. Now that i got tired of being quiet, i´m afraid that i won´t ever shut up from now on. I have been here so many times that i lost count and yet, i feel so refreshed every time I’m back. Enough with kind words. I’m here whether you’ll like it or not. But I just.. love you all so dearly its even ridiculous.. *jumps out of closet*
Soon enough darlings i will embark on my quest. Unleashed at last.